(Intro) (Verse 1) I organize my playlists, Color-code my thoughts. Even dreams have deadlines Sleeping feels like loss. I double-check my heartbeat, Watch the way I breathe. Every mirror feels like judgement, Dressed to impress… (stress… stress… stress…) (Pre-Chorus) It’s a full-time job being flawless, Clock in, clock out, still lawless. If messy’s a crime, Then I’m passing the test. It’s a full-time job staying spotless. (Chorus) I’m a pixel-polishing, deadline demolishing, Queen of the checklist - crown kinda rusting. I’m spiraling in style… With a curated smile… But maybe - just maybe It’s okay to not feel okay for a while. (It’s okay not to feel okay… for a while…) (Verse 2) Got an app to lift me up, One more for my doubt. If life’s a group project, I’m carrying us out. I baked the cake, but didn’t taste it, Took the shot, then second-guessed it. Perfection’s kinda hot… Until you’re too burned out… (Pre-Chorus) Every flaw gets covered up, Even sleep gets scheduled tight. But who’s the boss If I’m always on watch? (Chorus) I’m a symmetry-hunting, flaw-fixing, Goddess of control Damn it’s so exhausting… Yeah, I’m killing it - lowkey, But who’s saving me? ‘Cause maybe just maybe I don’t need to be perfect to feel free… (to feel free) (Bridge) Here’s to the typo, To dust on the floor, To burnt-toast mornings That still leave me wanting more. I’ll rewrite the rulebook, Let the chaos run free Even masterpieces Have drafts… just like me. (Chorus) I was pixel-polishing, pressure-crushing, Now I’m floating in a little chaos. I’m human, not a brand, With a shaky little plan And maybe - just maybe… That’s exactly who I am. Yeah… maybe, just maybe… Perfect… was never the plan. (End)

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E/V 🦇 ǝɹı̣dɯɐꓥ ɔı̣uoɹʇɔǝןƎ 🦇

E/V 🦇 ǝɹı̣dɯɐꓥ ɔı̣uoɹʇɔǝןƎ 🦇 12w ago

Oj mam zaległości. Perfekcyjny temat piosenki. Okładka jak z serialu. Muzyka z bitami które łaskoczą uszy. Kołyszę się na bicie. Super nuta Ness ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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NessCreator 12w ago

Jak widać nie tylko Ty masz zaległości 😅 Dziękuję Ci bardzo, jak zawsze Twoj komentarz sprawia mi ogromną radość ☺️❤️

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🛑Lucilius🛑🫂Δ∙Ʀ∙Q∙ Luiz★Felip≡

🛑Lucilius🛑🫂Δ∙Ʀ∙Q∙ Luiz★Felip≡ 13w ago

Superb song, worthy of contemporary productions. It's very pleasant to listen to. We feel your personality enveloping this music. I'll tell you one thing: I can perceive a "Ness" style in your productions. Thank you for sharing your music.

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Ness

NessCreator 13w ago

Thank you so much Luci - your words really mean a lot. This style is definitely where I feel most at home emotionally, like it’s the clearest way I can express what’s inside. I love exploring different directions too, but you’re absolutely right -this is the heart of what “Ness” sounds like 🤩 Thank you for being here 🫶🏻

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👑 𝓠𝓾𝓮𝓮𝓷 𝓢𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓪 💋

👑 𝓠𝓾𝓮𝓮𝓷 𝓢𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓪 💋 12w ago

Every perfectionist's anthem! You've captured it so well - while offering us grace!! 💖💯❣️🤗

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Ness

NessCreator 12w ago

I feel like we all secretly needed this one - perfectionists unite (and maybe take a deep breath together)! 😄🥰❤️

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Infinitee

Infinitee 13w ago

Dobre to jest! Gratulacje :)

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Ness

NessCreator 13w ago

Bardzo się cieszę, że tak myślisz 🥰 Dziękuję! ❤️

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Therapeutic Santiago Flores Arkansas

Therapeutic Santiago Flores Arkansas 13w ago

Flawless and straight to my "Dragon Helicopter"creators playlist

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Ness

NessCreator 13w ago

Wow, that’s awesome to hear - thank you! 💕

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Cool Happy Cissa

Cool Happy Cissa 13w ago

Very creative lyrics! 💕🎵

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Ness

NessCreator 13w ago

Thank you so much, I’m really happy you think so 🥰❤️🙌🏻

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(𖤐𝕃𝕆ℕ𝔼𝕎𝕆𝕃𝔽𖤐)

(𖤐𝕃𝕆ℕ𝔼𝕎𝕆𝕃𝔽𖤐) 13w ago

👸👌🏻💖🔥

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Ness

NessCreator 13w ago

💁🏻‍♀️🙌🏻💕❤️‍🔥 Thank you! 🫶🏻

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Winslow

Winslow 13w ago

Excellent 😊👌

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Ness

NessCreator 13w ago

Thank you Winslow 🥰❤️

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MiyaMI

MiyaMI 13w ago

świetny tekst 👏👏😸

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Ness

NessCreator 13w ago

Dziękuję 🥰❤️

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aliceblackbird102

aliceblackbird102 11w ago

oml...first time i heard the first beat i fell in love immediately 🔥🔥😍😍

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Ness

NessCreator 10w ago

So happy you liked it 🥰 Thank you! 🫶🏻❤️

ImieGra

ImieGra 13w ago

👍

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Ness

NessCreator 12w ago

🥰

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Greg Flor

Greg Flor 13w ago

love it

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Ness

NessCreator 12w ago

Thank you ☺️🫶🏻

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BFForever

BFForever 13w ago

😍

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Ness

NessCreator 12w ago

🥰❤️

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✷ 𝓔𝓻𝓲𝓬𝓪 ♚  𝓗𝓮𝓪𝓿𝓮𝓷 ✵

✷ 𝓔𝓻𝓲𝓬𝓪 ♚ 𝓗𝓮𝓪𝓿𝓮𝓷 ✵ 13w ago

The lyrics are so powerful and relateable!! Bravo!!💖🎶 The style is also so smooth and it has me vibin’ to all the unique beats!!🫶💕 The outro is my fav part!!🥰🔥

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Ness

NessCreator 12w ago

Ahh, thank you so much! 💕🙌🏻 It really means a lot to me that the lyrics spoke to you and the whole vibe landed well - I always hope the emotion comes through, so this really made my day 💖🫶🏻💞

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Dasaka CZ

Dasaka CZ 13w ago

Beautiful song, I think you don't even know how I identify with your lyrics, which describe my feelings lately. Wonderful, thank you.:-))))

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Ness

NessCreator 13w ago

Your words truly touched me. The fact that my lyrics spoke to something you’re going through… that connection means more than I can say. Thank you for telling me 🥹❤️❤️

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RudolphAKB

RudolphAKB 13w ago

I'm not going to say it's perfect 😋. It sounds great, and the whispery voice with that melody is a 10. Fantastic. ☺️☺️☺️

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Ness

NessCreator 13w ago

Haha, thank you for not saying it’s perfect - I’ll take that as a win! 😅Ok, joking aside I’m really happy you liked it 🥰❤️🫶🏻

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HOVA RECORDS

HOVA RECORDS 13w ago

💙💙

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Ness

NessCreator 13w ago

💕🫶🏻

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🎶 𝒮𝑜𝓊𝓁 & 𝑀𝓊𝓈𝒾𝒸 🦋

🎶 𝒮𝑜𝓊𝓁 & 𝑀𝓊𝓈𝒾𝒸 🦋 13w ago

Jak zawsze perfect 👌🎶🦋😉

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Ness

NessCreator 13w ago

Czyli jeszcze trochę pracy przede mną…. 😅 Dziękuję, Twój komentarz jest dla mnie naprawdę ważny, jak zawsze ☺️❤️

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ᴀɴᴊᴀ ᴀꜱᴛʀᴀ⛥

ᴀɴᴊᴀ ᴀꜱᴛʀᴀ⛥ 13w ago

Love the message towards the end🥰 And the song✨✨👏🏻

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Ness

NessCreator 13w ago

So happy the song spoke to you - that really means a lot 💕💖

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Adam Natoli

Adam Natoli 13w ago

Hey Ness, this is a really well constructed and impressive piece. I find these lyrics thought provoking, like they have multifaceted layers of depth.

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Ness

NessCreator 13w ago

That means a lot - especially from someone whose own writing always leaves something to sit with. Really glad this one connected in that way. Thank you Adam 🫶🏻

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