Mmmhmm... Ahhh... I've been walking through the days... doing everything I'm supposed to do. I smile. I talk. I carry on... but somewhere between the hours... I stopped feeling them. Mmmhmm... I don't need another answer. I don't need another sign. I just want one ordinary moment... to feel like mine. Lord... let me feel alive again. Not tomorrow... not somewhere down the road. Lord... let me feel the fire again... just enough to know... I'm still here. Ahhh... Mmmhmm... I've been breathing... but sometimes breathing isn't living. I've been looking... without really seeing. I've been holding so many things together... I forgot what it feels like to simply let go. Mmmhmm... And maybe I don't need saving. Maybe I just need to remember... the sound of my own heart when it wasn't afraid to beat too loud. Lord... let me feel alive again. Let the rain touch my skin. Let a song break through the silence... and wake something inside me again. Lord... don't give me forever. Give me this moment. This breath. This heartbeat. This life... while it's still mine. Ahhh... Mmmhmm... Maybe I've spent too many nights waiting for morning... and too many mornings waiting for something to change. But maybe... nothing has to change. Maybe I just need to notice... I'm already here. Mmmhmm... Lord... let me feel alive again. Let me laugh until I forget myself. Let me love without counting the cost. Let me stand under an open sky... and feel small... without feeling lost. Ahhh... Lord... Looord... I don't need a different life. I just want... to feel this one. Mmmhmm... Ahhh... This one. While it's here.
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