I no longer believe

Oh things are getting me down Everywhere I look around I dont really see what I should see. I am in a prison of my own making. I tie myself down shackled by a sort of grief. It seems I no longer believe. you know - Believe that what I am doing is to stop myself from feeling blue. I once had a dream, and it was partly fulfilled but then the world changed an I can no longer keep up with you. I am like an investigator without a clue. Oh things are getting me down Everywhere I look around I dont really see what I should see. I am in a prison of my own making. I tie myself down shackled by a sort of grief. It seems I no longer believe. you know - Believe that what I am doing is to stop myself from feeling blue. I once had a dream, and it was partly fulfilled but then the world changed an I can no longer keep up with you. I am like an investigator without a clue. I feel I could just find that thing that evades me you know that little thing that could restore some sort of hope -why then - I would surely cope.? Maybe if you took me into your embrace then I could find that place I need to face. Alone I can not do it. but together we could face anything Oh I want to believe I want to be reassured. The validation of an equation that could restore the faith of a nation. A nation that is gradually losing its hope because all it sees is anger dangling off a rope.