(Verse 1) The breaking of everything we were shattered in an instant The moment that I heard the news The words came from men I barely knew Telling me the lack of existence of you And I try to keep your spirit present in everything I do But I get so fucking angry that I have to do it without you (Chorus) There shouldn’t be a moment that you aren’t next to me We should be loving life together, building our forever Now I’m left here waiting, somewhere in between The heaven we used to share, and the heaven where you are waiting for me But this has been hell in the waiting Yeah, this is hell in the waiting I’m standing here lonely in between, And it’s dismantling me (Verse 2) It’s the shattering of our entire lives And I try to rebuild so things look fine But I’m dead inside, numb to the bone I don’t think I can grow much more than just hate and hurt alone But I try to light the match, try to spark the flame To bring the light and fire to my spirit that was everything you were before it changed (Chorus) There shouldn’t be a moment that you aren’t next to me We should be loving life together, building our forever Now I’m left here waiting, somewhere in between The heaven we used to share, and the heaven where you are waiting for me But this has been hell in the waiting Yeah, this is hell in the waiting I’m standing here lonely in between, And it’s dismantling me (Bridge) And I pray with time it’ll get easier But I know it never will be the same Everything I ever dreamed was ripped away The day this nightmare became reality And I’m standing lonely in between (Outro) Balancing the line of insanity in grief and pain Trying to hold the hope of the line to you And it is dismantling me Here in the in between.
