
SAD I LOST THE FUNNY(RADIO)
(Verse 1)** I used to own every room I was in With a sideways joke and a crooked grin I could disarm trouble with a laugh Cut the tension right in half My finest trick, my saving grace Was putting a smile on my mother's face Her laughter was the sweetest sound On this unforgiving ground I wore my joy just like a shield The brightest thing out on the field **(Verse 2)** The phone call came on a Tuesday bright Stole the color, stole the light A world of shock, a silent scream The ending of a waking dream And while my heart was learning how to break For goodness and for pity's sake Seven days, a second wave Put my father in his grave Two pillars fell, two anchors gone And left me in a silent dawn And I'm not just sad my world is gone I'm sad I'm lost inside the dawn Where everything feels gray and heavy And the old light just won't steady I try to find the man I used to be Beneath the wreckage and debris But that happy stranger's out of money And God, I'm sad I lost the funny **(Verse 3)** My friends all try, they walk on glass They wait for this heavy mood to pass They tell a story, watch my face Hoping I'll fall back into place I see a joke up in the air But I can't reach it from this chair My mind constructs the perfect line But it's not mine, it's no longer mine The punchline dies behind my eyes A ghost of unmade, quick replies And I'm not just sad my world is gone I'm sad I'm lost inside the dawn Where everything feels gray and heavy And the old light just won't steady I try to find the man I used to be Beneath the wreckage and debris But that happy stranger's out of money And God, I'm sad I lost the funny And this is a love song, I suppose For the man I was, that nobody knows Anymore... especially me Who I was when I was free And Mom, your laugh was my true north And without it, I've forgotten my own worth Dad, your quiet smile was my reward Now it's a snapped and useless chord And I'm not just sad my world is gone I'm sad I'm lost inside the dawn Where everything feels gray and heavy And the old light just won't steady I try to find the man I used to be Beneath the wreckage and debris But that happy stranger's out of money And God, I'm sad I lost the funny So sad I lost the funny. I look in the mirror, search for a sign Of that clever, smiling friend of mine But all I see is a quiet man With a face that doesn't have a plan Just his parents' empty eyes Reflecting empty, waiting skies... And I'm sad I lost the funny... So sad I lost the funny.

