[Intro] [guitar swell like fluorescent light flicker] [low sine tone under everything] [soft hiss, like air in your ears] there’s a light behind my eyes not bright—just never gone (pain) A sodium lamp that won’t turn off even when I’m done [Verse] edges smear / slow decay words don’t land the way they say every sound’s a shade too sharp tiny knives in every part (of my...) [Pre-Chorus] hold my head / keep it still feel the pulse I cannot cure (am I ill) [Chorus] it blooms again / soft and wide a quiet storm I keep inside violet rings / silver thread something singing in my head [Instrumental] [glide guitar bends, pitch warping] [drums distant, like underwater thuds] [feedback pulses in rhythm with a heartbeat] [Verse] light leaks through the curtains thin like it’s trying to get in every blink a fractured frame nothing ever stays the same I move slow to trick the ache but it follows every shape a crashing tide that knows my name comes back different, feels the same [Bridge – hushed, doubled vocals drifting L/R] don’t speak loud don’t turn round keep it low keep me down [in the background: high ringing tone rises] [Break] [sudden near-silence except ringing frequency] [then full wash crashes back in] [Final Chorus] it blooms again / dull and deep a heavy colour I can’t keep pressing in / folding red the quiet weight inside my head [Outro] [guitars degrade into noise] [tape wobble increases] [heartbeat + high ring fade together] just… let it dim
