Isolation

My reflection filed a resignation the silence filed a formal accusation the walls want conversation y'all want a favor? pull up. y'all want advice? pull up. y'all want me to hold your hand through your breakdown? cool. where's mine? oh right. i'm the strong one. i'm the reliable one. i'm the (she got it figured out one). got it. i'm over here like a walmart greeter for pain welcome to my chest, dump your shit here, have a nice day got a VIP list of people who forgot my name got a phone full of ........ with no loyalty attached i'll save you the math. never! Isolation,isolation, no ventilation, deviation, foundation, no explanation Isolation, isolation solo conversation! okay. okay okay okay. the walls said hi, so i said hi back now we're roommates me, the wallpaper, and a silence with a lawyer. we split the rent three ways but nobody pays my reflection moved out last tuesday left a note: (i can't watch this anymore) fair. i couldn't either. that's fair. that's so fair. i threw myself out so they wouldn't have to. i RSVP'd no to my own life. standing in the kitchen with a knife in my hand cutting cake for people who don't come Isolation, isolation, no ventilation, deviation, foundation, no explanation Isolation, isolation, solo conversation, fine. let's talk. "why am i the only one who shows up?" "why do i remember and they forget?" "why does my chest have a guest list and my name ain't on it?" why why why. Isolation, isolation, no ventilation, deviation, foundation, no explanation Isolation, isolation, My reflection filed a resignation the silence filed a formal accusation the walls want conversation so i filed my own declaration no more calm deliberation i'm the walls' new hallucination welcome to my isolation welcome to my isolation