Disappointed 🥀

[Verse] Mind a maze, dead ends, broken compass in my chest Fuckin’ autopilot, crashin’ planes I should’ve left She a goddess, I’m a mess, what the fuck she see in me? Dyin’ flower in the dirt, roots tangled in debris No apologies, I bury 'em in jokes She deserves a sunrise, I’m a shadow full of smoke Think I’m bulletproof, but my brain’s full of cracks Patch it with a smile, but the glue never lasts [Chorus] Sometimes I swear I was made to disappoint her A broken record spinnin’, scratchin’ all the corners She’s got patience, but I test it like a sinner How long 'til she snaps? How long 'til she splinters? [Verse 2] My head’s a warzone, but I act like it’s peace Demons in the attic, they don’t let me sleep Fuck a therapy session, I just run from the heat Turn the mirror to the wall, can’t stand what it repeats I’m a playlist of regrets, a mixtape of mistakes She’s the melody I ruin with the noise that I make Heart heavy, she carries it like it’s light But I know I’m draggin’ her down every night [Prechorus] I’m sorry, but I’ll never say it loud I’m fucked up, wear my guilt like a shroud She deserves a castle, I’m a house of cards Built to crumble, every piece leaves scars [Chorus] Sometimes I swear I was made to disappoint her A broken record spinnin’, scratchin’ all the corners She’s got patience, but I test it like a sinner How long 'til she snaps? How long 'til she splinters?