1. My anger control makes me feel much alone I've to commit suicide, it didn't work So I'll try again, for the next day I gave up long ago on being perfect And saying words that don't mean anything The autumn of life is coming, I ignore it The projection I've created doesn't fit me Is it a deepfake or something familiar borrowed? 2. When nothing makes sense to you anymore It seems to be the same everywhere Time after time, again and again Slowly everything dissolves into oblivion! I have no choice, but to believe the lie and pretend that I'm fine! I spent too much time like a moth I'm trying to figure out who I really am CH: How is this even possible? I hope there's still a chance Now I'm feeling so terrible Soul pierced by a lance B: Do I need to know what phantasms are? Everything will fall apart anyway I need to climb that steep cliff So I can jump off it 3. I was so afraid of what everyone would think But I don't care about normal plastic people I just need to find my way back to black ink And prove to the world that there's something left CH: How is this even possible? I hope there's still a chance Now I'm feeling so terrible Soul pierced by a lance
