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Pillow Talk with the Nation

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[Intro — confidential recording] To whoever opened my file: You have mistaken a trail of unmade beds for a matter of national security. An understandable error. Apparently. [Verse 1] I crossed every border carrying one bag No fixed address, no official flag A room for the evening, a name at the desk Two heads on a pillow, one innocent request Tell me what keeps you awake at night Tell me what happened, turn out the light Some wanted holding, some wanted more Everyone talked when they closed the door [Pre-Chorus] Every state left something behind A confession, a number, a change of mind I never wrote any secrets down I had pillow talk with the nation [Chorus] Pillow talk with the nation Head on the chest of the population No wire, no weapon, no operation Just pillow talk with the nation They gave me names They gave me fears They gave me stories nobody hears Then one outsider studied my occupation— And screamed: “She’s conducting an infiltration!” [Verse 2] A mayor in Denver cried into my hair A banker in Boston swore he played fair A preacher near Memphis took off his ring A woman in Portland told me everything A senator booked me under another name His driver arrived, but the story was the same Power in trousers can govern a room Power in bed says, “Do you think I’m a good person?” [Pre-Chorus] I crossed no wires, I cracked no code I listened wherever the highway went But someone pinned my travels down And drew red lines across the continent [Chorus] Pillow talk with the nation Soft intelligence without classification No handler, no orders, no affiliation Just pillow talk with the nation They gave me truths They gave me lies They gave me access they couldn’t advertise Then someone saw the route I’d taken— And screamed: “She’s mapping the administration!” [Interrogation Break] “What did the Governor tell you?” “That he was lonely.” “Why did the General request you?” “He was lonely.” “The judge?” “Lonely.” “The Chancellor?” Cloud pauses. “Flexible.” [Verse 3] Then came the photographs, dates, and claims Hotels, highways, important names Private entrances, government cars Cloud passing quietly under the stars The evidence grew beautifully tall She knows too many—she’s slept through them all Surely no woman could move that free Unless she worked for the enemy [Bridge — darker] The leaders adored me behind the blinds Called me dangerous in public lines Every one of them could clear my name Every one of them protected the game They signed the order, sealed the case Saved their titles, sacrificed my face The men who trusted me with their shame Let the whole country spit on my name [Final Chorus — triumphant] Pillow talk with the nation They made affection an accusation Called human touch a covert station Called listening foreign infiltration No files exchanged No borders sold No secret plans beneath the fold I wasn’t spying on the administration— I was holding the people who were holding the nation. [Outro — dry, intimate] For the official record: I was never employed by a foreign power. I was simply trusted by domestic ones. And if I had actually been a spy— darling— you would never have found me.