No matter what I say or do I can't win I'm lost in you Hard to be myself and try When I'm just kept silent why Friendships bloom on common ground Understanding we have found Maybe I'm just too much force Negative or in full course I'm a spark exploding bright Not afraid of setting light Can't tame this wild ride I'm on Even when my heart weighs a ton In this room I feel the wave Energy I can't enslave Trying hard to find my place In this tangled human race I'm a spark exploding bright Not afraid of setting light Can't tame this wild ride I'm on Even when my heart weighs a ton Flip the switch let's break the mold Fearless hearts are brave and bold Maybe I'm just way too loud But this silence ain't allowed No matter what I say or do it's like I can't win It's hard to be open when they keep me in a box again And who knows where friends go when You keep growin' out Not back in Just ask And you'll see And maybe I just got too much energy Negative or explosive And were you bothered by all the kinetic Me To quiet Me And suddenly Suddenly I am told "There's another way for me to get to know Yourself" I'm just bein' I just bein' myself Like you said I have been from the start Lately I've been learnin' how to love what you see But hard to say I've been lookin' through the same lens Ill just keep quiet so peace flows through you Chaos in my head just stays there (Stay there) I can be rude or mean or angry But its this energy i carry You were calming me down But it overwhelm you I hope you dont push me away I will just shut up Therapeutic Santiago Flores Arkansas