╭───────────────.★..─╮ Afraid to even try Song Lyrics and arrangement by SpIkEy Copyright © 2026 ꌗꉣꀤꀘꍟꌩ www.suno.com/@spikey76 ╰─..★.───────────────╯ ────────────────.★..─ ─..★.──────────────── everything's a struggle everything is hard from simply getting up to clearing out the yard everything is difficult everything is pain even cooking a meal can leave me feeling drained ────────────────.★..─ ─..★.──────────────── just try, they say just give it a go but in the past I tried and now I'm letting go of the man I was and the hope I had I'm not recovering I'm just resigned to feeling bad ────────────────.★..─ I'm afraid to even- try I'm afraid to even- try I see you don't understand and I struggle to explain why I'm afraid to even- try I'm afraid to even- try my pain is different to what you think and the pain will not subside ─..★.──────────────── ────────────────.★..─ they tell me not to give up they tell me to push through but they don't feel the aftermath of what they encourage me to do they see me sitting still and think that I don't care they don't see the effort it took just to get me there ─..★.──────────────── I'm afraid to even- try I'm afraid to even- try I see you don't understand and I struggle to explain why I'm afraid to even- try I'm afraid to even- try it's not that I don't want to live I just don't know how to survive ────────────────.★..─ ─..★.──────────────── I remember who I used to be I remember what I could do I never thought I'd miss the things I never even thought about just standing up just walking out just living life... without the pain to think about ────────────────.★..─ I'm afraid to even- try I'm afraid to even- try you can't understand how the cost of trying kills me inside I'm afraid to even- try I'm afraid to even- try You see the things that I can do but never know how much it takes to try ─..★.──────────────── I'm afraid to even- try I'm afraid to even- try my body is cursed and every time I try I get a little worse ────────────────.★..─ Copyright © 2026 ꌗꉣꀤꀘꍟꌩ
