Hedonia (DꖾS)

#hedonia #depression #hunt_for_happiness #innerhole © 2025, lyrics & arrangement by Sashariel Project: DIVIDED HORIZONS (DꖾS) (Web: divided-horizons.de) Album: ALL WE GIVE (EP) Track #3: HEDONIA [Intro] I kept chasing the next thing, believing happiness lived ahead of me. Every high promised meaning and left me emptier than before. [Pre-Chorus] I said one more try, but every hill became another fall. [Chorus] Hedonia, you shine and I fall further. Hedonia, you speak and I turn hollow. Hedonia, you promise life, but leave me numb. I don’t want the high. I want something real. [Verse 2] I tried to fill the void with dreams that weren’t mine. Every someday pulled me further from what was right here. [Pre-Chorus] Maybe I don’t need to move faster. Maybe I just need to stay. [Chorus] Hedonia, you lift me up to let me fall. Hedonia, you feel like warmth, then fade away. Hedonia, I lose myself each time I reach for you. I don’t want escape. I want truth. I want real. [Bridge] Maybe this isn’t emptiness. Maybe it’s rest. Stillness isn’t failure. Silence isn’t weakness. I rise. Slow. But I rise. I’m still here. [Final Chorus] Hedonia, I chased you because I feared the quiet. Hedonia, you burned bright and left me blind. Hedonia, I don’t need your fire to be alive. Let it hurt, the pain is real. Let it stay, I’m still here. And real is enough. [Outro] Hedonia (Hedonia)