Why am I so broken Words left unspoken My pain is never Out In The Open But I sit and suffer All these years I've been broken Maybe I have to carry on Maybe I have to be strong I cannot see I cannot be I need to speak I'm sorry Jealousy Infuriates While I sit here My mind waits I cannot hide From my own mind I cannot find Peace tonight From heaven To hell I may so dwell But not tonight My mind My broken mind Will Still Fight. Why am I so broken Words left unspoken My pain is never Out In The Open But I sit and suffer All these years I've been broken To those I've hurt Treated like dirt Words I spoke Hearts I broke I apologize For the lies For the pain And alibis Envious Hateful Words spoken And I'm broken And I'm done But I cannot run I do not deserve Those in my life I do not deserve The good in life I've betrayed myself And I hate myself You forgive me, why I want to die I want to cry But you all Stand by Me And I don't I don't know why