I I still remember how that smile made me feel. I still remember being the only one who thought that this was real. I wish I could go back and save myself some time. I wish I could lie to you and say that I'm fine. I remember that day that we played in the snow. Now all I say is you're some girl that I used to know. No matter how much time I spent trying. I still ended up spending more time crying. I really fucking hate the snow. I really fucking hate that girl that I used to know. I remember that night that we had dinner and you said you had to go. I remember that night that you ignored me in front of your friends, was it all for show. I wish I could go back just one more time. I wish I could go back and say that you were mine. Now you only talk about us in the past tense. No matter how hard I tried you were always on the fence. I remember how that smile made me feel. I remember being the only one who thought that this was real. I really fucking hate the snow. I really fucking hate that girl that I used to know.


