[INTRO] I'm doing just fine I'm barely holding on I laughed until I cried Then I cried when it was gone I'm full of something I'm empty as a room I want the whole wide world I want to disappear by noon [VERSE 1] I'm tired as hell I can't go to sleep right nell I got too much in my mind to retrieve And nothing I need I'm grateful for the morning I'm angry at the sun I'm glad I made it this far I'm scared of what comes next I can feel ten different things Before I finish one sentence I can mean every word I say And still change my mind by breakfast [PRE-CHORUS] I can laugh with a heavy heart I can ache and still feel good I can know exactly what I mean And explain it if I could There's a little bit of this There's a little bit of that I reach for one clean answer And come back with all of it back [CHORUS] I wanna go, I wanna stay Wanna lose it, wanna laugh all day Give me silence, give me sound Pick me up, put me back down I got two hands on the same wheel Two things I know, both feel real One heart, ten thousand views BOTH. BOTH. BOTH. Yeah, I got both. [POST-CHORUS] I got two. Two. Maybe, three. Three. BOH-OATH for me. [VERSE 2] I'm proud of who I've become I miss the person I was I love the life I'm living I wonder what it could've been I want to know the answer I don't wanna know it yet I can forgive somebody And still remember what they did I'm calm enough to listen I'm furious underneath I know I'm being reasonable I'm losing my patience with me I need somebody near me I need an hour alone I want to feel completely understood I don't have the words to show it [PRE-CHORUS 2] I'm happy and I'm hurting I'm certain and unsure I can carry something lightly That still cuts me to the core I can want tomorrow And miss today I can hold two truths together And let them have their say [CHORUS] I wanna go, I wanna stay Wanna lose it, wanna laugh all day Give me silence, give me sound Pick me up, put me back down I got two hands on the same wheel Two things I know, both feel real One heart, ten thousand views BOTH. BOTH. BOTH. Yeah, I got both. [BRIDGE] Left and right. Left... right... Up and down. Up... down... Certain, doubtful. Certain... doubtful... Full, empty. Full... empty... Beautiful. Broken. Grateful. Angry. Ready. Scared. Both. Both. Both. Both. I can hold a little joy With a little pain I can lose my way And still know my name I can want to run I can want to stay I can love this life And have a harder day I don't have to pick one I don't have to make it clean Some things can be complicated And still be true to me Two... Maybe three. Maybe more than we can count. [FINAL CHORUS] I wanna go, I wanna stay Wanna lose it, wanna laugh all day Give me silence, give me sound Pick me up, put me back down I got two hands on the same wheel Two things I know, both feel real One heart, ten thousand views BOTH. BOTH. BOTH. Yeah, I got— Both. I got— Both. I GOT BOTH. [FINAL REPRISE] I can laugh, I can cry I can run, I can hide I can know, I can doubt I can be all of it now I can want, I can wait I can love, I can ache I can lose, I can choose I can still have both truths BOTH. BOTH. BOTH. [OUTRO] I'm doing just fine... I'm barely holding on... I'm happy... I'm hurting... I'm tired... I'm wide awake... I'm here... I'm still becoming... Both. Both.
