
Diary 1 | Teeth brushing moments
[Hook] š Spit it out⦠let it fade⦠Pink and white in the cold sink haze⦠[soft sink water flushing sound in the background] Watch it fall⦠disappear⦠Like a thought I held too near⦠Spit it out⦠rinse it slow⦠Where do all the small things goā¦? [Verse 1] White foam⦠with a blush between⦠Soft and thin and barely seen⦠Mixed with the trace of what I lost⦠[water tap close sound] That in-between ache⦠Feels like in-between dreams⦠Spit out⦠washed out⦠Slipping into the drain⦠[soft sink water flushing sound in the background] Tumbling⦠softly⦠Mixing with the quiet water⦠I wonder where they go⦠[Chorus] āļø Drifting down⦠drifting down⦠Little thoughts donāt make a sound⦠Pink and white just fade around⦠Then theyāre gone⦠without a sound⦠Spiraling⦠gently⦠Like they never belonged to me⦠Like I never meant to keep⦠Anything⦠I couldnāt be⦠[Verse 2] No one knows where they go⦠Like no one would care⦠Where you land in the universe⦠Just stardust⦠small⦠invisible⦠A shimmer before it disappears⦠Kira kira⦠or just a flicker⦠No one stops to look for it⦠Drifting⦠through the foam⦠Like how I sit alone⦠With my quiet songs in my room⦠And I sketch⦠and sketch⦠All the feelings I canāt hold⦠[Hook ā softer repeat] Spit it out⦠let it fade⦠Pink and white in the cold sink haze⦠Watch it fall⦠disappear⦠Like a thought I held too near⦠[Bridge | most vulnerable] Maybe those drops of blood⦠Are just looking for somewhere to rest⦠Like me⦠Longing for a universe⦠Where I can laugh without fear⦠And just exist⦠[Final Chorus | slightly fuller but still soft] Drifting down⦠drifting down⦠Everything gets washed out now⦠Pink and white⦠and all I found⦠Doesnāt stay⦠itās leaving now⦠Spiraling⦠gently⦠Like it never stayed with me⦠Like I never got to keep⦠Who I was⦠or meant to be⦠[Outro | fading / spoken] And maybe thatās it⦠My virtual friends⦠My universe⦠Everything beyond⦠What carries me physicallyā¦

