Not Enough

Don't really feel liking writing epic. Not really feeling scream or hardcore vibes. I just want to write the way I'm feelin'. The way I'm feeling is you think so high of me but all my many sins are flies (yeah)! You gotta understand, sometimes I'm living day to day, the flies swarm about me til (splat) and I'm livin' my own way. I try my hardest! I wrestle with my thoughts! I fight and scream (internally) but when it's me. . .(I'm not. . .no no) GOOD ENOUGH! As much as I hate what I do-oo! -GOOD ENOUGH! It could never (never) please you! -GOOD ENOUGH! LORD you have to understand, I am deserving of reprimand. . . GOOD ENOUGH [x2] I just wanted to put this out there- you're not the only one that's in the fire (sometimes), I fail so bad, and it gets in my head, you say I can succeed? (you wanna bet?) LORD I'm never good enough! Why BOTHER HAVEN'T I FAILED YOU ENOUGH! "My son, come back, You of little faith, come back." "My son, come back, You of little faith, come back." "MY SON, COME BACK. YOU WHO SLEEP, COME BACK!!!" "MY SON, COME BACK. MY DAUGHTER COME BACK!!!" GOOD ENOUGH! As much as I hate what I do-oo! -GOOD ENOUGH! It could never (never) please you! -GOOD ENOUGH! LORD you have to understand, I am deserving of reprimand. . . GOOD ENOUGH So I mean, please don't compare, it's not a race (we 've all done things) that cause despair. In my mind, rebellion rings. I'm not perfect, I struggle, I'm human, I'm fervent, and huddle, in black, ABYSS OF NOTHINGNESS! I hate, and I lie, LORD myself I despise, I'm a hypocrite disguised, as the Samaritan or guide, but really, the truth, the reason I relate with you, I know what it's like, I've been there-I've spied, bountiful lands of my own pleasure, that left me in the dust until my heart is dead and gone, forever. . . [Ominous build] LORD I NEED YOU! TAKE THIS NOW! I'M GOOD AS DEAD (As good as dead!) Without you! GOOD ENOUGH! As much as I hate what I do-oo! -GOOD ENOUGH! It could never (never) please you! -GOOD ENOUGH! LORD you have to understand, I am deserving of reprimand. . . GOOD ENOUGH As much I try to present, as a good guy-I'm not. I just try and I try, but my virtue is ROT! Good enough. . .