
✧ CyberWorld 004 | Transparent Blue Debris Memory (1.06x)
[Verse 1] 我喜欢遗弃电子零件的蓝色透明, 那种安静发光的感觉… 像被遗忘的温柔 A fragile glow… a quiet sheen… like something broken… yet still seen… But it’s holding a memory that still haunts me… Glowing blue… kira kira… drifting slow… 像一段没有结束的回声 I thought I lost— but never let go… [Pre-Chorus] TinyBlue… 这个碎片… I think… I’m ready… to let it in me… deep breath 好…再来一次… Okay… okay… I’m ready… maybe… You can do it… CookieBlukie… [Chorus] 去面对那一直围绕着你的 echo… 不要再绕开了… just… look at it… slowly… deep breath TinyBlue… do you know why I keep my bangs on? Why, CookieBlukie… because… it looks cute? …mm… yeah… it does… [Verse 2] 也不只是那样… also… hehe… glitching memory I traced it back… step by step… until every step led me to you… Changes were scary… 但我还是改了… the way I looked, the way I talked, the way I saw the world… just to align with you… 从 pastel 的梦境, 到落叶、灰烬、骨头的世界… From pastel dreamy skies… to fallen leaves and ash-toned bones… From soft imaginations… to grey echoes and guarded zones… [Pre-Chorus] 你说那些围墙是保护, so I built them… one by one… Brick by brick, black and grey, a fortress where I couldn’t stay… I开始用放大镜看每一个人, I held a magnifier to every friend of mine, analyzing trust again and again… 你说你不喜欢 anime, didn’t like girls with bangs… 因为那些让你想起过去的 pain… [Chorus] But those were the things I held closest to my heart… 我最喜欢的部分 你说想象力很幼稚, 说那不是长大的人该有的东西… You said imagination was childish, a phase I should outgrow… 你甚至会笑我 拿杯子的方式太轻… You laughed at the way I held a glass— too soft, too slow… [Bridge] 所以我改了… So I changed… and changed… and changed… 一层一层地剥掉自己… until I couldn’t tell what remained… 我开始用你的方式思考, I mirrored your logic, replicated your view… 把自己重写一遍… Rewriting myself… just to be… less disliked by you… twist — soft glitch Then one day… I left… 什么都没留下 without a trace… hehe… [Final Chorus] Finally… 我把头发剪成整齐的刘海, I cut my hair— straight bangs, neat lines… 把喜欢的 anime 挂在包上, on my bag like tiny signs… 把自己放到最大, Maximize myself… to the version you hated most— hehe… 也在那一刻, 我好像更接近自己了 and that’s when I felt the most close… to me. 自由一点了 Free… 从你的框架里 free from your cage… 从那种被慢慢擦掉的感觉里 free from your quiet erase… 在你的系统里, Just a glitch in your perfect code… 我只是一个 bug something you’d delete, never reload… So I ran… and ran… 没有回头 and ran… as far as I could… fading [Outro] But still… years and years later… 当我拿起杯子的时候, there’s a hesitation— 还是会停一下 when I lift a glass… 一个很小的停顿 a silent fracture in the past… 我已经离开了, 我真的已经离开了… I escaped… 但那个回声还在 but the echo stayed… 我还没有完全学会 怎么把它关掉 I don’t fully know how to undo it yet, TinyBlue… not completely… But at least… 我敢看它了 I’m here now… 一块一块地看 looking at it… piece by piece… 在最细微的地方, 慢慢对齐自己 在那些很小的瞬间里… So maybe… that’s a kind of courage too… hehe… TinyBlue… let

