(Verse 1) Cracked screen glow, three AM again Staring at my phone, a digital sin Refresh, refresh, thumb goes numb with the need For a notification that you planted the seed A seed of maybe, a flicker of light In the blackout maze that consumes my night They say obsession's a disease, I think they're right though 'Cause my head's a broken record, stuck on repeat, you know (Pre-Chorus) I tell myself to stop, just let it all unwind But my fingers twitch and my thoughts are unkind They whisper your name in the quietest space And drag me right back to this godforsaken place (Chorus) Am I losing it? Is this the edge of the line? Am I losing it? Is this the edge of the line? 'Cause every beat of my heart screams out, "You're not mine!" And I know, I know, I shouldn't even look But the pull to your orbit, it's a goddamn hook I see the cracks, the silence in between Their awkward smiles, the things they leave unseen And I'm standing here waiting, a shadow in the hall Is it wrong to want someone if they're already gonna fall? (Verse 2) History repeats, a broken carousel ride Another heart locked up, another love denied Why am I a magnet for the already bound? Is there a cosmic joke or am I just unsound? I see the distance, the fading photograph They're ghosts in a house that's weathered half A storm of silence, a hurricane of hurt And I stand here, foolish, covered in the dirt (Pre-Chorus) I tell myself to stop, just let it all subside But my blood runs hot and my reason takes a dive They whisper your name in the deafening loud And drag me right back to the breaking of a vow (Chorus) Am I losing it? Is this the edge of the line? 'Cause every beat of my heart screams out, "You're not mine!" And I know, I know, I shouldn't even look But the pull to your orbit, it's a goddamn hook I see the cracks, the silence in between Their awkward smiles, the things they leave unseen And I'm standing here waiting, a shadow in the hall Is it wrong to want someone if they're already gonna fall? (Bridge) They say you're stealing happiness, breaking up a home But what if there's no happiness, just living all alone? Is it homewrecking if the walls were crumbling down? If the foundation's shattered all over the ground? 'Cause I see the ghost of love that used to be so bright And maybe my fire could bring back a little light But then the guilt crashes, a wave against my soul Am I just a monster playing a selfish role? (Chorus) Am I losing it? Is this the edge of the line? 'Cause every beat of my heart screams out, "You're not mine!" And I know, I know, I shouldn't even look But the pull to your orbit, it's a goddamn hook