Final Stop

(Verse 1:) The rain is pounding on my skin, I’m cold. Inside me, a storm that destroys everything and takes my breath away. The darkness surrounds me, I can’t defend myself, I can’t escape it. Every step feels like agony. I cut deep, the pain makes me breathe. A brief moment of relief, but the pressure remains. I feel invisible, lost in the night, No one sees me, no one asks how I’m doing, no one asks what’s wrong. I am invisible (Pre-Refrain:) The knife gives me a brief feeling of life, But it’s only the pain that pulls me toward the abyss. No one sees me, no one asks. No one helps me, I fight against myself, until the last spark fades. (Chorus:) I cut myself because I feel nothing otherwise, The rain hits the windows, the pain remains. No one sees how I slowly fall to the ground, No one hears how my world breaks. I reach for the blade to feel that I’m still alive, But all that’s left is this inner emptiness. (Verse 2:) The night gets darker, the cold creeps into my bones, Every cut is a scream, but no one hears it, no one helps. I stand alone in the stillness of the night, Where every glance passes me by without stopping. The darkness surrounds me, but it feels like home. I fight with the pain, but I know I’m losing. No one notices how I’m slowly falling deeper, No one sees me – I fall without a hold, without a goal through the darkness. (Pre-Refrain:) The knife gives me a brief feeling of life, But it’s only the pain that pulls me toward the abyss. No one sees me, no one asks what’s destroying me. I fight against myself, until the last spark fades. (Chorus:) I cut myself because I feel nothing otherwise, The rain hits the windows, the pain remains. No one sees how I slowly fall to the ground, No one hears how my world breaks. I reach for the blade to feel that I’m still alive, But all that’s left is this emptiness in me. (Bridge:) The knife is my comfort when no one hears me. It stays with me when no one is there for me. Every cut, every scar – a moment that holds me, But deep inside, I know it will soon be over – forever. (Chorus:) I cut myself because I feel nothing otherwise, The rain hits the windows, the pain remains. No one sees how I slowly fall to the ground, No one hears how my world breaks. I reach for the blade to feel that I’m still alive, But all that’s left is this emptiness in me. (Outro:) The rain keeps falling, but I stand still, No one sees, no one knows how I feel. The knife remains my last hold, my last step, I drive it into my chest, an unbearable pain, but the inner torment fades, And in the end, I was just a shadow, that no one noticed, that no one will miss.