you think i want to wait around without a sound to make you proud think again (think again) think again (think again) you think I want to wait around without a sound to make you proud think again (think again) think again (think again) this relationship has had a rocky start we haven't gone too far it's so bizarre everywhere we turn more bridges to burn and more mistakes to make more fuck-ups (no give and take) no give and take (no give and take) no give and take this pressure we put on another splits each other dividing us into something we hate, which we can't relate, can't separate our feelings from our rage. (our rage) this toxicity breeds without empathy as we try not to see each other's point of view. why can't we see each other's point of view? (why can't we see each other's point of view?) I wish I knew (I wish I knew) I wish I knew (I wish I knew) I wish I Knew nothing is ever simple between us, having a contest to see who's the meanest, gone are the days of simplicity and sweetness, the honey moon phase fades replaced by disdain (insane) I take your poison and I spread it between us you look at me and treat me like it's treasonous i'm just doing to you what you did to me, you see there's no need to raise a fuss, this poison's for the both of us is this relationship maintainable are we meant for each other when we're this unstable too stubborn to give in and give up too stubborn to just let go of us but I get it, it's not that simple when we're met with other's ire and ridicule, to prove them wrong we stick together even though it is shameful, to each other we grow increasingly hateful, even though it's painful I can't stop myself from wanting you. even though we're hateful, we still stay faithful, a sick game we play with all our cards on the table to others it's distasteful, but i'm so damn grateful that we both aren't ungrateful for we keep each other honest even though the jealousy and pettiness we flaunt it. they don't understand us, because we're too damn demanding, toxicity expanding to every other facet of our life, but even through our sacrifice, I'm still in love with you. I can't bring myself to get over you.