Can we pretend?

[Verse 1] Dreamless sleeps, unbrushed hair Week late, plates are everywhere Bladder full, teeth not brushed Don't judge, fuck, you're just no fun I'm back here, hands purple-toned They've all gone, I'm far from home And no one plays the game like I can [Pre-Chorus] Kidney failure's waving hi She's skipping 'round the corner With a bouquet to let me know I've not been a good daughter [Chorus] I hate what I am, I hate what I've done I hate that I'm scared, I hatе that it's not fun Not fun anymore, but can't find the brakes I'll speed and I'll crash, hatе my sunken face [Post-Chorus] I'm circling around again But please, can we just play pretend? [Verse 2] If you want to be great you can die at 28 27's on the nose, so go strike your forever pose I'm so weak, wish I weren't, no intent to change my shirt No intent to change a thing, no, I won't answer when you ring [Chorus] I hate what I am, I hate what I've done I hate that I'm scared, I hate that it's not fun Not fun anymore, but can't find the brakes I'll speed and I'll crash, hate my sunken face [Post-Chorus] I'm circling around again But please can we just play pretend? [Bridge] Everything I love is slowly Skipping 'round the corner But I'm in the well, wishing hard Best junkie you adore, so [Chorus] I hate what I am, I hate what I've done I hate that I'm scared, I hate that it's not fun Not fun anymore, but can't find the brakes I'll speed and I'll crash, hate my sunken face [Post-Chorus] I'm circling around again But please, can we just play pretend? [Instrumental] [Chorus] I hate what I am, I hate what I've done I hate that I'm scared, I hate that it's not fun Not fun anymore, but can't find the braaakes....! [Instrumental] [End] [End] [End]