It drives me crazy that everything is so beautiful That everyone can laugh about shits It drives me mad to be a big nothing To be an atom in my personal universe It makes me angry that things are so difficult That fairness doesn't exist It makes me sad to be alone To not be able to find who would stand by me Leave me in peace, world Just let me vanish Leave me in peace, world Let me be free Counting days until the end Let the self-hate grow, then I will be fine Counting years of mine lived through life Let me turn to ashes and make a new one Let me turn to ashes and make a new one It makes me happy that I'm ready That I wish everyone imaginary chains It makes me aimless that we're so worthless That the Reaper will come to take us It makes me think that he's mercy killer That I‘ve chosen death instead of life for me It makes me selfish that things are so easy now That I can just like allmighty decide what's right I must die I will be dead I will be decomposed Counting days until the end Let the self-hate grow, then I will be fine Counting years of mine lived through life Let me turn to ashes and make a new one Let me turn to ashes and make a new one
