Mind Devoured

I look at my reflection I don't recognize the man I see my past becomes my reality as my demons devour me I can't recall what I did today or even the day before stuck reliving my glory days as I'm trapped in these four corners no escape as I'm told I'm home day by day no escape but the only home I remember is the one where you're not gone THE ONE WHERE YOU'RE NOT GONE!! THE ONE WHERE YOU'RE NOT GONE!! mind devoured mind devoured MIND DEVOURED THE ONE WHERE YOU'RE NOT GONE!! THIS DISEASE KEEPS EATING ME!!!! (EATING ME... EATING ME... EATING ME...) how can I live when I barely exist I don't know who the fuck anyone is but they say they love me am I supposed to care? these strangers stare me down but I'm no longer there they tell me who they are they look unfamiliar though their names I remember their faces I can't recall but the worst of all the ones I love are dead! I saw them yesterday, DEAD! DEAD! talked to them earlier, DEAD! I don't recognize myself as I waste away waste away waste away in the prison they call my home! [outro] mind devoured mind devoured mind devoured I thought I had time but I don't have time at all mind devoured mind devoured mind devoured my body withered and decayed MIND DEVOURED I THOUGHT I HAD TIME BUT IT'S TOO LATE!!!!! they call me grandpa but I don't recognize them they call me dad but I don't recognize them I can't even recognize myself they call me grandpa but I don't recognize them they call me dad but I don't recognize them I can't even recognize myself I just know what it is that I have lost WHAT I HAVE LOST!!!! MIND DEVOURED MIND DEVOURED MIND DEVOURED