Why do I keep saying that I want to stop? If I meant it, I’d be working hard, but I’m not Maybe I’m lying to myself again, who knows Can’t trust my thoughts, can’t trust my soul If the memories fade, did it ever really hurt? Was it real, or just another twisted word? Am I making it up for the sympathy? Or is the pain a part of me? Lie to me, tell me what’s real I don’t trust the way I feel Bruised inside, but was I ever hit? Does it matter if I can’t believe it? Lie to me, let me forget Erase the past, erase the regret Don’t know the truth, don’t wanna know Maybe it’s easier if I let it go If I conform, maybe I’ll be free Say the right things, pretend I’m at peace But it’s still too painful, still so real Even if I stop, I’ll never heal How do I know if my story is mine? Every memory changes all the time I’m drowning in the fog, no clarity Don’t want to face what I can’t see Lie to me, tell me what’s real I don’t trust the way I feel Bruised inside, but was I ever hit? Does it matter if I can’t believe it? Lie to me, let me forget Erase the past, erase the regret Don’t know the truth, don’t wanna know Maybe it’s easier if I let it go Sorry I’m weak, sorry I’m wrong Sorry I’ve been fighting too long I’ll try to be quiet, won’t make a sound But I can’t stop sinking down Please don’t hate me for wanting to die I’m sorry, I’m sorry for every lie Don’t wanna hurt, don’t wanna scream Just let me disappear unseen Lie to me, tell me what’s real I don’t trust the way I feel Bruised inside, but was I ever hit? Does it matter if I can’t believe it? Lie to me, let me forget Erase the past, erase the regret Don’t know the truth, don’t wanna know Maybe it’s easier if I let it go Let me go, let me go I’m sorry for being a ghost I’ll stop the lies, I’ll disappear Maybe then I won’t need to fear