In-Between Girl (Not East Not West)

[Intro] Wait… this is not a self-intro… just… thoughts… 11PM thoughts…wait for me a bit pleaseeee? hehe I weave 一点一点的情绪… into something I can wear… hehe [Verse 1] Have you ever felt like… maybe the real you lives somewhere else? not an identity crisis… just… who are you when nobody else is there? Yellow skin, black hair, almond eyes… yeah that’s me… but not all the time… Part of me glitching… dissolving… loading… switching modes depending who I’m with… [Pre-Chorus] 隐藏在 glitch 下面… if I try to fix it… should I? Virgo moon keeping everything clean… Scorpio sun hiding everything deep… [Chorus] Am I that Chinese girl… or not? Not quiet, not cute… 可能不是你认为的那样 hehe… 不可爱…也不安静…heheh I’m just somewhere in-between… Switch it on… switch it off… different souls, different cloth… until the day you can’t recognize hehe Not east, not west, not defined… just a little static in my mind… [Verse 2] Plates aligned, blankets straight, OCD rituals I create… 强迫症反复地存在 But inside? a maniac artist brain… dancing like monsters in the rain… bad jokes, weird laughs, broken lines, making characters all the time… 呃…就是… I’m not that girl you had in mind…hehe [Pre-Chorus] Hanfu sometimes… tomato eggs… 文化碎片 mixed in my head… Spotify loops, cringe jokes repeat… broken grammar still sounds sweet… I just… like the way it is? [Chorus] Am I that Chinese girl… or not? soft outside but brain-rot inside hehe… 我在电流之间存在… drifting through every state of mind… 暂停于你的神经元的 synapse 交接处 hehe Switch it on… switch it off… different faces I put on… Not east, not west, not aligned… just a glitch 无处不在的幽灵 in space and time… [Bridge] Sometimes I scream into empty space… or throw my feelings in shattered glass… 把压抑丢出去… watch it break… and fade… hehe… it feels too nice that way… [Final Chorus] I’m not that Chinese girl… or not… maybe I am… maybe I’m not… 就在这一刻存在… right here inside this line… In-between… in-between… that’s exactly where I’m meant to be… [Outro] Not east… not west… just… me… hehe