To you I belong to you I return

that putrid strawberry floral smell of hospital hand sanitizer I will never forget was I so hard to love and to care for don't think I'm over it yet you tricked me out of any agency signed me away I could never do that to my own children and I don't forgive you to this very day I wonder what it's like to be loved unconditionally I wonder what it's like when loving arms steadily gently holding me someday soon I will find out someday soon I will know someday soon I will find out take me lord, to you I go for all that I have earned to you I belong to you I return to you I belong to you I return the smell of your real men's cologne I will never forget was I so hard to love and to care for don't think I'm over it yet you tricked me into marrying you cheated on our wedding day I could never do that to anyone I don't forgive you, though I should anyway I wonder what it's like to be loved unconditionally I wonder what it's like when loving arms steadily gently holding me someday soon I will find out someday soon I will know someday soon I will find out take me lord, to you I go for all that I have earned to you I belong to you I return to you I belong to you I return broken promises and lies forcing me to compromise who I am my integrity all throughout my history jobs and dwellings relationships like sinking ships in the night with no rescue in sight but someday I'll reach for that light and my time will be done and I won't fear it when it comes for no matter what they do I could never live like some of you.... I wonder what it's like to be loved unconditionally I wonder what it's like when loving arms steadily gently holding me someday soon I will find out someday soon I will know someday soon I will find out take me lord, to you I go for all that I have earned to you I belong to you I return to you I belong to you I return Words and Music by Maryam El Sherif 2026 Flying Eggs Music