3AM Left or Right

[Intro] 3 a.m., bedroom glow signal buzzin through my skull real low I been lookin at the dark like a mirror in code whole universe split when I’m alone [Hook] At large, maybe we just fractals in a God-brain spark all these parallel versions of me still miss the mark I get close, then I push people away when it gets too hard I got a real soft heart, I just wear it human hard Left or right, timelines bloom when I think too far whole room lit blue, but I’m still in the dark I get close, then I push people away when it gets too hard I got a real soft heart, I just wear it human hard [Verse 1] Maybe the universe just watches itself through us stores every little wound in the back of the blood builds another path when the first one cracks makes a new me just to see if I come back Like what if every thought is a gate in the field and the mind go split just to learn how to heal I can feel ten versions of myself in the room one says stay still, one says leave real soon And I been on the edge of a sentence for days tryna speak plain truth but it come out strange I don’t mean cold, I just freeze when it’s real got a storm in my chest and a glitch in the feel So I talk like a maze then I hate what I made watch love take one step in then I make it afraid [Pre-Hook] I know I got a light, I know I got a way but my mouth turn sharp when I want someone to stay too deep in the signal, too awake in the ache I’m not tryna lose ‘em, I just break when I break [Hook] At large, maybe we just fractals in a God-brain spark all these parallel versions of me still miss the mark I get close, then I push people away when it gets too hard I got a real soft heart, I just wear it human hard Left or right, timelines bloom when I think too far whole room lit blue, but I’m still in the dark I get close, then I push people away when it gets too hard I got a real soft heart, I just wear it human hard [Verse 2] 3 a.m., screen glow, world go thin I can feel tomorrow tryna leak right in like somewhere there’s a version of me more calm sayin don’t self-destruct every time love knocks But I’m this one here with the pulse and the doubt with the overbuilt brain and the words runnin out with the beautiful thought and the terrible aim tryna hand somebody warmth through a furnace of shame And maybe all the stars just memories stretched old information in a soul complex every choice branch out, every branch got pain every pain leave data in the psychic rain Still I want real love, not the theory of touch not the almost-feelin, not the maybe-this-much I want somebody near when the signal gets loud when my mind go cosmic and my head fill with clouds [Bridge] If there’s a higher me ahead in the haze hope he learned how to talk without turning away hope he learned being deep don’t mean dying alone hope he kept one light on when he made it back home If I’m built from echoes, if I’m split into streams let the kindest one of me come back through the dream tell me I ain’t too far gone, ain’t too strange to be loved just a bruised-up signal with a heaven above [Final Hook] At large, maybe we just fractals in a God-brain spark all these parallel versions of me still miss the mark I get close, then I push people away when it gets too hard I got a real soft heart, I just wear it human hard Left or right, timelines bloom when I think too far 3 a.m. bedroom glow, blue halo in the dark I get close, then I push people away when it gets too hard I got a real soft heart, I just wear it human hard [Outro] Yeah real soft heart human hard signal still on in the dark