BPD ⛈️

[Verse] Sweating bullets, mind leaking through my pores My brain's a busted engine, can't find the doors Thoughts slip sideways, they curve and swerve Words half-formed, crash—damn, I don't deserve Fuck, this ain't a phase, it's a riot in my chest BPD barking orders, I can't find rest Mirror's spitting lies, who the hell am I? Lost myself somewhere, now I'm running dry [Chorus] Sometimes my head can't stay on straight Emotions heavy, can't carry the weight Mad at myself, mad at my fate I lose myself, I lose myself [Verse 2] Mood swings like a wrecking ball, no Miley High one second, then fuck it—I'm spiraling wildly Sweating out the anger, dripping in regret A cycle so vicious, I ain't broken it yet Punching walls in my mind, hands stay clean But the cracks in my heart, they gleam obscene The floor keeps shifting, can’t find my feet Drowning in my bloodstream, can't take the heat [Prechorus] I try to breathe, but the air don't stick [Ad-libs] I lose myself, I lose myself... I lose myself... I love myself?