I'VE ALWAYS FELT ALONE - Simon [CRY OF FEAR SONG] (Big Band Nightmare Cover)

[Intro] [Cinematic horror ambience with low brass drone] [Dissonant discordant saxophone wailing] [Heavy downtuned guitar riff enters] Streetlights dying... Phone light shaking... Something follows me... I don't remember how I got here... [Verse 1] I woke alone beneath a broken sky Blood on the pavement, questions in my mind Every hallway bends where it shouldn't go Every face I see already looks dead A knife in one hand A phone in the other The darkness keeps breathing Right over my shoulder The city knows my name The city knows my fears Every step echoes louder Inside my ears [Pre-Chorus] [Aggressive screaming brass section builds up] I keep running But the streets run too Every road leads back To something I can't undo [Chorus] [Massive emotional breakdown with heavy guitar chugs and chaotic jazz brass] I'VE ALWAYS FELT ALONE! In a city built from all my scars I'VE ALWAYS FELT ALONE! Chasing answers through the dark The monsters wear my face The shadows know my name No matter where I run I end up here again [Verse 2] [Dark driving big band swing groove with heavy bass] Sawer screaming through the apartment halls Carcass waiting where my courage falls Sophie's ghost keeps fading in the rain Every memory comes back wrong again Doctor, tell me What have I become? A patient? A victim? Or the barrel of a gun? The deeper I go The less I understand Maybe every monster here Was made by my own hands [Pre-Chorus] [Dissonant saxophones rising in tension] Every mirror Shows somebody new Every version looks exactly Like the truth [Bridge] [Music strips back to eerie cinematic horror ambience] I found the doctor at the end of the road Holding every answer I wanted to know Then the nightmare split apart... A boy with a gun Standing in my place A book full of hatred Wearing my face One of us survives One of us lets go One of us remains trapped Inside the sorrow [Nu-Metal Breakdown] [Slamming heavy downtuned guitar riffs with chaotic avant-garde saxophones] [Aggressive raw screamed vocals] LOOK AT ME! THE MONSTER WAS NEVER IN THE DARK! IT WAS ME! IT WAS ME! IT WAS ME FROM THE START! [Guitar and Saxophone Duet Solo] [Discordant jazz saxophone and heavy avant-garde metal guitar solo] [Final Chorus] [Final ultimate climax of all instruments at maximum intensity] I'VE ALWAYS FELT ALONE! But maybe I don't have to anymore IVE ALWAYS FELT ALONE! Standing at the final door The city starts to fade The nightmare loses hold For the first time in my life... I don't feel alone. [Short Outro] [Heavy guitar chugs blending into slow decaying dark jazz] [Vocal echoes fading out into dissonance] The streets are quiet now... The phone light finally dies... [Dissonant Brass Fade Out] [Sudden sharp slamming hit] [End]