If you saw me now (Remix)

[VERSE 1] If you saw me now—would you grieve? If you saw me now—would you grieve? On a lakeside road where snow still stays, I walk the hush, I walk the gray. I trace the monochrome film with my fingers— and your vanished smile trembles in the frame. My breath turns white, dissolves in air, only footsteps carve the silence there. Every time I rewind, rewind, rewind— something inside me gets shaved down, thin. [PRE-CHORUS] Dappled light—dappled light—makes the shadows dense, your straight eyes—your straight eyes—flash like fate. No place to run from this light, no place to hide from this light. [CHORUS] If you saw me now—would you grieve? Or is this only a scene in the story? Fear is in the shadow of beauty— fear is in the shadow of beauty. Your hand is soft, your hand is warm. Your hand is soft, your hand is warm. My mind loops deeper—deeper—deeper, again and again—again and again, into the center of your name— I sink, I sink, I sink… quietly. [VERSE 2] The lake is glass, frozen tight, holding the sky—holding it bright. I reach for color, I reach for color— but the world stays black and white. Your laughter—faint—under the surface, a small echo that never quits. What won’t disappear, what won’t disappear— spreads ripples in my chest, again. [PRE-CHORUS 2] Dappled light—shakes the outline, your eyes stay straight—stay straight. No future, no past—no future, no past, only this moment lit. [CHORUS] If you saw me now—would you grieve? Or would you take me as I am—broken and breathing? Fear stands beside beauty— fear stands beside beauty. And next to them, love trembles— love trembles, love trembles. My mind loops deeper—deeper—deeper, in the stillness of snow, in the stillness of snow, only your warmth remains— certain, certain, certain. [BRIDGE] Between light and shadow— between light and shadow— your outline burns, your outline burns. From under melting snow— from under melting snow— memory rises slow, memory rises slow. If beauty shakes—just a little— and fear waits underneath, still I choose this border— still I stand on this line. [FINAL CHORUS] If you saw me now—would you grieve? On the lakeside road where snow still stays, fear is in the shadow of beauty— fear is in the shadow of beauty. Your hand is still warm. Your hand is still warm. My mind loops deeper—deeper—deeper, again and again—again and again, holding your name—holding your name, I sink, I sink… quietly.