[Intro] (Spoken softly) Yeah… Funny how the people closest to you Know exactly where to cut you deepest Real talk… ⸻ [Verse 1] I gave my trust to people I would die for Shared every scar behind them closed doors Now I ride through the city with my eyes low Tryna figure what you really told them lies for You ate at my table, felt my pain too Watched how this cold world made me break through I kept it solid while they played roles Now my spirit feel heavier than rainstorms Late nights staring at the ceiling fan Thinking how betrayal really change a man Ain’t the pain — it’s who it came from Hard to heal when your day ones turn dangerous ⸻ [Hook] Only God knows how this pain feel Smile outside but inside ain’t healed Everybody screaming “keep it real” Till the real ones left bleeding still Now my heart cold, trust gone Night drive with the dust on I was loyal to the wrong souls Now I talk to God with my gun smoke ⸻ [Verse 2] Nowadays I barely trust conversations Every smile come with hidden motivations Hard to tell love from manipulation Hard to feel peace in this isolation And I still hear your voice in my head sometimes That’s the kind of hurt no drink hide You knew every fear I tried to bury deep Now them same fears the only ones beside me I done seen fake love dressed as loyalty Seen envy hide inside brotherhood Craziest part, I still miss the old you Even knowing everything you really took ⸻ [Hook] Only God knows how this pain feel Smile outside but inside ain’t healed Everybody screaming “keep it real” Till the real ones left bleeding still Now my heart cold, trust gone Night drive with the dust on I was loyal to the wrong souls Now I talk to God with my gun smoke ⸻ [Outro] (Spoken over fading piano) See… People think betrayal just break your heart Nah… It break the way you see the world After that… You never really sleep the same again…
