[Verse] Im feelin' it... Consumin' again... It starts in my stomach... Creeps up to my head... Limbs feel heavy... Palms... sweaty... Feel tears in my eyes... As I replay the time... (Ohhhh ohhh ohh oh...) (Ohhhh ohhh ohh oh...) All that time gone... Never to return... All that work... Yet nothin' was earned... All those years... I can't get back... Chest tightens up... Feel like a heart attack... All those words! Wasted on you... All the days... I never did what I wanted to... All these seconds! Minutes! Hours! Days! Weeks! Months!! God!! All the years!!! Endin' In tears! By the sweat of my brow!!! Blood of my life! I wasn't able! To keep lit, the light... It was snuffed... Dead and gone... Kinda surprised... It lasted this long... I'm all used up... Wasted inside... I think back... To a perfect time... When I was young... Happy and alive... And how right then... Would have been the perfect time to die!!! Now it's too late... The damage done... All I have are burnt bridges... Left alone whit no one... Family gone! Friends all done! Even the music... Is leavin' me... I'm down and out! Never to get back... To who I was... Before all of this... People tell me don't listen... To what these voices say... But The Truth Is The Truth!! Either way... Im feelin' it... Consumin' again... It starts in my stomach... Creeps up to my head... (Ohhhh ohhh ohh oh...) (Ohhhh ohhh ohh oh...) I'm tired of livin'... Scared of dyin'... Sick of tryin'... And always failin'... Failure is... The story of my life... Failed as a son! Failed as a man! Failed as a husband! Failed as a father! Failed at life... in every way that matters... The only thing I never fail at... Is failin'... [Outro] I think back... To a perfect time... When I was young... Happy and alive... And how right then... Would have been... The perfect time... To die... (Ohhhh ohhh ohh oh...) (Ohhhh ohhh ohh oh...) [End]
