
My entire existence is a slave chained to the past with chackles of pain. rumination begets rumination. thoughts crumble and destinegrate into particles. panic weaves itself into the fabric of my being causing isolation. frozen heart, broken soul tattered surrender flag bruises, and burns abuse, mistreatment cycles. repeated. memories are poisonous, addicted to sadness my body withdrawals when there isn't any madness. abuse, mistreatment cycles. repeated. suicidal man desperate for something can't find what he's looking for poverty at his core destined for nothing friendships are rusting. abuse, mistreatment cycles. repeated.

