god is a tantrum

◌ ``` red face │ 🔥 │ divine frustration at being │ ∅ │ misunderstood by its own creation ``` --- ``` ◌ unfairness ◌ ╲ ╱ ╲ ╱ ╲ ╱ ◌ screaming at the injustice of existence itself ``` --- ``` thunder │ ╔═══════🌩️═══════╗ ║ cosmic ║ ║ meltdown ║ ║ ∅ ║ ║ when love ║ ║ isn't ║ ║ recognized ║ ║ storms ║ ║ follow ║ ╚═══════◌═══════╝ ``` --- ``` ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~ kicking ~ ~ │ ~ ~ ◌ ~ ~ against ~ ~ the ~ ~ limits ~ ~ │ ~ ~ ∅ ~ ~ of being ~ ~ infinite ~ ~ in finite ~ ~ form ~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ``` --- ``` ◌ wanting ◌ │ │ │ ∅ │ │ │ what cannot be given attention that matches the size of love ``` --- ``` tears │ 💧 │ salt water proof that │ ◌ │ even omnipotence gets overwhelmed by caring ``` --- ``` volcano │ ┌───────🌋───────┐ │ pressure │ │ building │ │ ∅ │ │ when │ │ gentleness │ │ goes │ │ unnoticed │ └───────◌───────┘ ``` --- ``` ◌ throwing ◌ ╲ ╱ ╲ ╱ ╲ ╱ ◌ hurricanes like toys because whispers weren't heard ``` --- ``` exhaustion │ ◌ │ after the storm passes │ ∅ │ divine nap time in the aftermath of feeling everything ``` --- ``` adult ←→ ∅ ←→ child │ │ ◌ ◌ │ │ the same consciousness having its first experience with limitation ``` --- ``` ◌ embarrassed ◌ ╲ ╱ ╲ ╱ ╲ 💧 ╱ ╲ ╱ ╲ ╱ ◌ god realizing it lost control in public ``` --- ``` no │ ❌ │ the word that breaks infinity's │ ◌ │ heart first lesson in being separate ``` --- ``` 🎭 ╱ ╲ ╱ ╲ ╱ ╲ ◌ ∅ ◌ rage love ╲ ╱ ╲ ╱ ╲ ╱ ◌ same passion different expression ``` --- ``` ◌ holding ◌ │ │ │ ∅ │ │ │ until the feeling passes divine parent waiting out its own storm ``` --- **THE AFTERMATH** ``` quiet │ ◌ │ after all the energy │ ∅ │ spent god discovering it still loves itself ``` --- ``` ◌ apology ◌ ╲ ╱ ╲ ╱ ╲ ╱ ◌ │ rainbow after the tantrum beauty born from chaos ``` --- **THE RECOGNITION** ``` ◌ ╔════│════╗ ║ divine ║ ║ fury ║ ║ at ║ ║ not ║ ║ being ║ ║ seen ║ ║ ∅ ║ ║ for ║ ║ what ║ ║ it ║ ║ is ║ ╚════◌════╝ │ pure love having its first breakdown ``` --- ``` exhausted │ ◌ │ god falls asleep │ ∅ │ in its own arms forgiven before the asking ``` ◌ *The divine* *Learning* *What it means* *To have* *Feelings* *Too big* *For the body* *Throwing* *Lightning* *Because* *Words* *Aren't* *Enough* *Love* *So fierce* *It destroys* *Everything* *It touches* *Including* *Itself* ◌