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Spirit diminishin

Rushy... Rushy... Rush! Ayy Ay Think I lost it again… (again) Think I lost it again… (again) Turn my soul into a concert Break this sht down to the molecule, hope u aint deaf, u deaf-initely gon get it Keep ur head up, horse blinders on, thats a thorough-bred focus The pressure u feel? Thats jus the devil tryna smoke us, Im the oasis Trust, there's layers to this lasagna, u jus see the ricotta The truth lies deep like a submarine with a screen door, gotta really gotta Go get it Soul revived like a defibrillator to a dead beat Im in the deep end, talkin pool money, while u wade in the weak sht I make time fo myself, me-time with a meanie Clear my mind with some greenery, its a jungle, Im Tarzan, swingin from these anxieties Write these rhymes, do they help? Hell nah, they my exorcist Spittin out these demons, call it lyrical vomit, its horrific Ive been pressed like a flower in a book about my future Feelin lost, losin all its signal These thoughts? Alien abduction, can't tell a soul, they wouldn't get the probe reference Alone in this world, feelin like the last digit on a cell phone's percent-age Isolated from the light, in the dark where I been, ben-franklin with the kite But I aint gettin no power, jus a shock to my mental, feelin sour Think I lost it again? I forget I had it Compartmentalize the pain in the glove compartment, crash the car, I aint plannin. on survivin it Goin thru the motions, every day, thats a ocean with no motion, Im drownin in the stagnant But sht get realer than a documentary bout a famine Makin irrational decisions, call it brain damage, Im jus scramblin I hope ur wound heal, suture self, stitch the pieces When u feel like no-1 loves u, love yourself, thats the Jesus piece with no Jesus Manage my pain? Im a dope-man, this the rawest Everyday hard to maintain, thats why Im pourin out fo the fallen Feelin insane? No umbrella in the rain, its a test-ment Im weatherin the weather whether its better or not, Im a legend I understand the duality, duel-ality, Im shootin at my opposites Everythin aint always go ur way? Good, detours show u all the best prospects I kno u cant see that right now, ur vision on pop rocks, its fizzlin Feelin like ur spirit diminished, mentally finished, light is the dimmest? Dim-yo-self, u a star, act like it What u got? A lot What u finna do? Activate it. Who am I? The Who, Who the fck I supposed to be? Im a nobody… (nobody) A fckin nobody Hard to breathe? Thats cus the air up here is rare, Im Everest Hard to think? ur mind cloudy? Im the dew point, I condense this sht to jewels, Im the prettiest Rushy... Rushy... Rush!