🎬 Watch the full music video on my channel: @Faith Commuter https://youtu.be/rOSUh-3KdtI 🎛️ Song & visual production by Faith Commuter ✨ Every visual is crafted with prayer and intention — made to carry soul. © 2025 Faith Commuter. All rights reserved. [Verse 1] The storefronts glow like heaven breaking through, but lights can’t reach the places I still bruise. Everyone smiles like joy’s an easy choice, but some nights I barely recognize my voice. [Pre-Chorus] I’m not losing faith, I’m just tired of pretending. [Chorus] Joy feels heavy this season, not because I don’t believe it’s true. Joy feels heavy this season, ’cause I’m still learning to heal with You. The world says I should be merry, but You don’t ask me to perform. You sit with me when I’m weary, and I’m grateful You stay through the storm. [Verse 2] They say the season’s all comfort and peace, but some wounds ache deeper under Christmas trees. Now I have enough, but the fear doesn’t go away, but fear still echoes in the empty space. [Pre-Chorus] I’m not losing faith, I’m just tired of pretending. [Chorus] Joy feels heavy this season, not because I don’t believe it’s true. Joy feels heavy this season, ’cause I’m still learning to heal with You. The world says I should be merry, but You don’t ask me to perform. You sit with me when I’m weary, and I’m grateful You stay through the storm. [Bridge] You don’t rush me back to joyful, You don’t shame me when I’m low. You just stay inside the quiet, ’til my heart remembers hope. [Outro – whisper] Joy is coming… even if it’s slow.
