Got to be destined for heaven All of this mess that I been given Got me confessing all of my sinning All of this mess that I been living Got me gripping the edge slow slipping Never the less in the end I'll still be dead Till then I stay Dreaming bout a place i never been scheming for a way to get paid dont do this for the glitz and glam do this for the bills and bag focus on the moments you want froze th most plot a solid low key backup plan growing up aint have no dad felt ripped off truely scammed Now im lost in abyss no way to reach me feeling blessed and cursed never had it easy cant quench this urge feed me im greedy believe in Jesus but feel like a demon tryna make the right choices but slowly crashing can't keep acting like i aint slowly burning all my life so much chaos all around me. got me feeling like im already in hell burning Thinking to myself I Got to be destined for heaven All of this mess that I been given Got me confessing all of my sinning All of this mess that I been living Got me gripping the edge slow slipping Never the less in the end I'll still be dead Ill still be dead