I light a candle for the sins I made, Try to burn the memory but it still remains. Every smile I fake is a mask I hide, But the ghost in the mirror’s still by my side. Play the saint, wear the white, But I can’t wash off what I did that night. Clean hands, dirty mind, That stain won’t fade with time. I’m a monster in disguise, Halo cracked behind my eyes. Do good all day, but when I dream at night, I still see the devil in my design. I was young, thought I knew it all, Built my heaven high on a broken wall. Now I live inside this holy shell, But the secret I keep is my private hell. Play the saint, wear the white, But I can’t outrun what I took that night. Every prayer, every tear, Still can’t silence what I hear. I’m a monster in disguise, Halo cracked behind my eyes. Do good all day, but when I dream at night, I still see the devil in my design. I can’t run, I can’t confess, The truth I bury eats my chest. If you see an angel, don’t believe the light, There’s a demon waiting under my smile tonight. Monster in disguise, Saint can’t kill the crime. Save the world, but I can’t rewind, I still see the devil when I close my eyes.


