[Verse 1] I hope you can forgive me, for what I've done, and for who I became. In the red and gray graffiti halls, we passed each other by Every day of school was hell I felt like I was locked in a cage No one took my side, no one stood with me Beat down, pushed around, locked in rage Different meant target Target meant pain [Pre-Chorus] I was angry Had payback on my mind I was angry And I crossed the line [Chorus] No turning back (No turning back) I broke that line I can't rewind No turning back (No turning back) What I carried there Still lives in me In the red and gray No turning back (No turning back) What I carried there Still lives in me In the red and gray (in the red and grey!) [Verse 2] I left it by the bench in the field backpack zipped closed Forrest saw it first and grabbed it One wrong second, then the blast Shrapnel in his hand and arm And I still wake up panicking [Pre-Chorus] I was angry I don't get to hide I was angry And somebody paid [Chorus] No turning back (No turning back) I broke that line I can't rewind No turning back (No turning back) What I carried there Still lives in me In the red and gray (In the red and gray!) [Bridge] Juvie walls and ten long months That was the start of my nightmare Ella, you stood with me back then When I was proud and stubborn You stood with me against your own friends [Talking] And I never said enough I was a dangerous fool [Screaming] But you saw something through the walls [Final Chorus] No turning back (No turning back) I broke that line I can't rewind No turning back (No turning back) I broke that line I can't rewind No turning back (No turning back) What I carried there Still lives in me No turning back (No turning back) I live with this shame I live with this reputation In the red and gray (in the red and gray!)
