Reality can’t see What’s clearly activated in me A thousand downers made me sleep But loss awakened me I never sat in the balcony always in the nosebleeds Hold the reciepts because I’ve just started To much time wasted with pills left me broken apart Couldn’t see the truth in my eyes I was blind The love I let go was with me the whole time Grams and telegrams delivered but never read 1000 demonds surround me wishing my death But see god has a funny way of making everything great If you choose to loosen the noose you’ll find your way But don’t step up if your not ready this shit gets heavy thoughts unload A burden I carry Locked and loaded by the gun I’ll marry But step back and think about exactly what I mean be righteous with me and your face the blue beam