[Verse 1] I’m a weather report written drunk on a dare Sunny then apocalypse then I just don’t care At nine I’m a prophet with a million-dollar plan By noon I need a nap and forget who I am I’ll reorganize existence with a color-coded chart Then spend three days in pajamas negotiating with my heart My therapist takes notes like she’s studying a crime While I argue with the calendar and challenge space and time Some days I feel immortal like a king without a throne I’ll buy twelve new notebooks and write "leave me alone" I start seventeen projects swear each one’s the key Then abandon every single one dramatically My confidence hits Everest plants a flag on the moon Then depression kicks the door down and says "see you soon" Life’s a broken roller coaster held together with tape And somehow I’m the operator trying not to escape The highs sell me miracles wholesale in my head The lows convince me everyone would rather I stayed in bed I’ll laugh at inappropriate things crack jokes at the abyss Like "at least my mental breakdowns come with free existential bliss" I’m collecting bad decisions like they’re cards I need to trade Building castles from impulse buys and plans I never made Then the bill arrives later with a baseball bat and grin And asks if I remember all the trouble I was in My brain’s got two DJs fighting over every song One says "nothing matters" one says "everything is wrong" I’m exhausted from the drama of this twenty-four-hour show Where every tiny feeling finds a way to steal the glow So if I joke about the chaos it’s not because it’s light It’s because dark humor carries me through another night A little laughter at the madness keeps the wolves from getting fed And helps me keep the circus from escaping from my head [Verse 2] My mood swings so hard it should pay monthly rent One minute I’m enlightened next minute I’m bent I’ll spend three hours researching if pigeons hold grudges Then forget why I started and distrust all judges I got thirty tabs open and they’re judging me too Every one a monument to things I’ll never do My attention span filed for divorce years ago Now it sends me postcards from places I don’t know Some mornings I wake up like destiny called Ready to conquer mountains ten feet high and all By dinner I’m convinced that existence is rude And the fridge is conspiring to worsen my mood I’ll lose my phone while talking on it clear as day Then accuse the laws of physics and storm away If common sense’s a highway then I missed the exit sign And somehow crashed directly into my own mind I treat every inconvenience like the end of the age A missing sock becomes a Shakespearean rage The printer jams once and I’m drafting a will The Wi-Fi blinks twice and the world stands still I laugh because crying costs too much these days Inflation hit my feelings in mysterious ways Now I budget my breakdowns and schedule despair But somehow anxiety keeps showing up there My brain runs a circus with no safety rails The clowns are all screaming and the ringmaster fails The lions eat the script and the acrobats quit Then somebody hands me matches and says "deal with it" Still I’m here every day doing tricks for the crowd Pretending the chaos isn’t screaming out loud If madness wants a roommate it can stand in line There’s already six versions of me waiting inside [Dark Lullaby, Rock Chant] I got a cold little mind and it's frozen my heart Every feeling arrives then quickly departs One side wants a kingdom one side wants a grave Both sides keep pretending like they know my name I got a cold little mind and it's frozen my heart Every day I'm screaming cause it tears me apart Got too many voices, can't tell what they say I'm a little insane in my Polar Brain I got a cold little mind and it's frozen my heart! Every feeling arrives then quickly departs! One side wants a kingdom one side wants a grave! Both sides keep pretending like they know my name! I got a cold little mind and it's frozen my heart! Every day I'm screaming cause it tears me apart! Got too many voices, can't tell what they say! I'm a little insane in my Polar Brain... [metal guitar solo] -------- ------- The Closet is open. Got some Skulls, Bones, and Songs for you all. Appreciate you all Check out the playlist below 👇 https://suno.com/playlist/a48ccbbd-2cbb-4027-998f-8d6c9919e6c0
