[Verse 1 ] Have I lost the want for things I used to love? Do I wake up feeling like I’ll never be enough? How many nights can’t I sleep, how many can’t I wake? How much of being fine is something I just fake? Do I move like gravity got heavier somehow? Do I carry guilt for simply being here right now? Can I focus long enough to make the questions stay? Not at all. Several days. More than half. Nearly every day. [Pre-Chorus] Circle one. Add it up. Tell me where I land. Funny how a little number Is supposed to understand. [Chorus] How many points is a heavy chest? How do you score just doing your best? What’s the number for getting through When getting through is all you do? Put me somewhere on the scale, Give the thing I carry a name. Not at all. Several days. More than half. Nearly every day. [Verse 2 ] Do I live like something bad is on its way? Can an ordinary morning turn to danger in my brain? Can I stop the worry once it starts to run ahead? Do I borrow from tomorrow just to fear it all instead? Can I sit inside my body without needing to escape? Do I brace for something coming when there’s nothing there to brace? How often does the danger feel a heartbeat away? Not at all. Several days. More than half. Nearly every day. [Pre-Chorus] Circle one. Add it up. Tell me what it means. Turn a thousand private moments Into numbers on a screen. [Chorus] How many points is a heavy chest? How do you score just doing your best? What’s the number for getting through When getting through is all you do? Put me somewhere on the scale, Give the thing I carry a name. Not at all. Several days. More than half. Nearly every day. [Bridge] I know the questions have a purpose. I know somebody needs to ask. But there’s a whole life in the distance Between the answers on the page. There are mornings I look normal. There are nights I barely stay. And somehow both can fit inside The words “nearly every day.” [Final Chorus] How many points is a heavy chest? How do you score just doing your best? What’s the number for getting through When getting through is all you do? Put me somewhere on the scale, Give the thing I carry a name. Not at all. Several days. More than half. Nearly every day.
