i'm stuck in a rut

i'm stuck in a rut left hanging by a rope it bites into my neck as my body becomes cold grim is the dawn that rises everyday it only takes a moment for the light to fade away dust settles to the floor as i become too still one day i'll begin anew just need something to pursue please dont let it be please dont make me see i just wanna be free from who i was before i'm not gonna guarantee that i'll be more than i am can only hope to improve and be better than i was be better than i was... i keep my eyes closed walking past the mirror the reflections cracked apart more than enough to scare me i hold in my breath waiting for a change the clock keeps running until i am outta time i am ready to liberate myself pull myself outta this hole i've dug it may seem to deep at a glance but i was once there and can be again i dont want any helping hands i dont want to make some grand stand step by step, one inch at a time ill find solid ground to stand upon please dont let it be please dont make me see i just wanna be free from who i was before i'm not gonna guarantee that i'll be more than i am can only hope to improve and be better than i was be better than i was...