[76 BPM, 4/4, D minor, stiff mechanical grid, hostile minimalism, numb withdrawal] [Drums: crushed industrial kick, gated metallic snare, glitch, radio static] [Bass: distorted saturated sub drone] [Pads & Synth: flat A=430Hz detuned drones, low mechanical hum] [Keys & Guitar: sparse wet piano hits, harsh industrial noise fragments] [Vocals: hard plosive downbeats, deadpan] [Intro: VoxMap{spoken, distorted, distant mutter}, MixMap{detuned synth drone, radio static, sparse piano, no beat yet}] Emptiness in my head Voices in the room Everybody talking I ain't listening anymore [Chorus: VoxMap{flat emotionless delivery, low dry rap}, MixMap{distorted sub bass drops, crushed industrial beat enters, hard gate}] You said Iâm fucking useless, said I'm broken in the head You told me I should pack my shit and leave the fucking bed You're breaking fucking plates and your kicking me out I don't feel a single fucking thing for you at all [Post-Chorus: VoxMap{cold restraint, occasional whispered doubles}, MixMap{metallic snare cracks, glitch textures}] You wrote me off, say I ain't worth fixin' Dead weight, a lost cause, bad investment I see exactly what this is So fuck it, I' m done with this [Verse 1: VoxMap{industrial rap, restrained aggression, close-mic}, MixMap{mechanical hum, sparse piano hits buried in reverb}] I donât ask for help, I get opinions All of âem sharp like a blade with intentions They donât want truth, they want silence They want me gone but polite and compliant They love you when youâre quiet and bleed slow Hate you when you finally say ânoâ I been carryinâ blame I didnât earn Burninâ bridges just to feel some warmth Now my chest feel hollow, voice gone flat Donât ask me how Iâm doin', you donât give a fuck 'bout that [Chorus: VoxMap{flat emotionless delivery}, MixMap{heavier beat drop, max tape saturation on 808}] You said Iâm fucking useless, said I'm broken in the head You told me I should pack my shit and leave the fucking bed You're breaking fucking plates and your kicking me out I don't feel a single fucking thing for you at all [Post-Chorus: VoxMap{cold restraint, occasional whispered doubles}, MixMap{stiff mechanical pocket}] You wrote me off, say I ain't worth fixin' Dead weight, a lost cause, bad investment I see exactly what this is So fuck it, I' m done with this [Verse 2: VoxMap{numb detachment, slower cadence, dragged endings}, MixMap{sparse arrangement, heavy sub bass isolated}] I donât trust praise, it expires fast Only hear my name when Iâm in the past I was there when it mattered, you werenât Now you ask why my tone is so cold I stopped explaininâ what hurts Stopped hopinâ someone would learn If I disappear from the frame Youâll rewrite me, misplace the blame I ainât lookinâ for closure or peace Just a door and a reason to leave You can keep all the guilt you project Iâm done beinâ a mirror you hate to reflect [Break: VoxMap{whispered ad-libs only}, ArrangementMap{instrumental dropout, noise floor and low hum only}] (not worth savinâ) (never was) (say it louder) [Chorus: VoxMap{stripped, colder, almost whispered}, MixMap{A=430Hz detuned pad swells, creeping sub tension}] You said Iâm fucking useless, said I'm broken in the head You told me I should pack my shit and leave the fucking bed You're breaking fucking plates and your kicking me out I don't feel a single fucking thing for you at all [Post-Chorus: VoxMap{dead-eyed delivery}, MixMap{drums re-enter with gated reverb}] You wrote me off, say I ain't worth fixin' Dead weight, a lost cause, bad investment I see exactly what this is So fuck it, I' m done with this [Bridge: VoxMap{monotone, rhythmic}, MixMap{industrial drone, minimal melody, rising glitch static}] No revenge No goodbye Just the sound of me disconnectinâ You didn't lose me You threw me out Now I'm gone And you still wonât get it [Final Chorus: VoxMap{full distortion, finality, max intensity}, MixMap{maximum industrial crush, widest stereo drone, heaviest 808 drop}] You said Iâm fucking useless, said I'm broken in the head You told me I should pack my shit and leave the fucking bed You can keep your fake forgiveness, keep your fake tears I donât need it, I donât miss it Everybody wrote me off, cold sentence Dead weight, lost cause, bad investment You were rightânow live with this Iâm gone quiet, Iâm done with this [Outro: VoxMap{spoken, trailing off}, MixMap{beat cuts out, industrial hum fades to cold empty static}] No exit speech No second takes Just the taillights fading on the interstate [Silence]
