[Verse] And I'm telling myself just why I don't you know that the days go by in time And I've just been finding reasons to keep going on Finding words to say, finding games to play, to capture my curiosa And if you know that I won't show the pain and the hurt But the smiles and the tears that come through my eyes Cuz I don't know how to show the hurt inside Only the smiles, only the tears, I can't be one whole me Because the me that is falling apart is so locked away And what can I say if you and everyone else can see And what could it be that's happening to me Where I feel happy, sad, glad, mad, confused Every day in this life is a circle of feelings That I can't complain, that I can't explain If every little fear I fall right down If every little thing is making me frown I don't know how to put this all into words I just wanna do things that just fill me inside All right No matter how much pain it causes throughout everyone all around I've found, hear the sound of the ground as it shakes beneath me Cuz I will just destroy everything in the wake of my path Just to feel one more moment of glad One more moment of life One more moment of joy What won't I destroy to feel it To feel it
