You're Still Mine

[Verse 1] I used to change in the dark Turn the mirror to the wall Pull my sleeves over my hands Like nobody could see me at all Every mark had someone’s name Every bruise had somewhere to start So I blamed the skin that held it Instead of who broke my heart [Pre-Chorus] I got so good at disappearing I almost disappeared from me [Chorus] But these are still mine Every line, every side Every part I left behind Trying to make somebody love me They don’t have to be pretty They don’t have to make sense I can touch them without saying I wish you were different I spent so long looking away Like my body did the crime But I’m looking now And somehow It’s still mine [Verse 2] I know the places I neglected The ones I wouldn’t let be seen The little things they made me hate That never did a thing to me I’ve been cruel in their language I’ve repeated what they said Like maybe if I hurt me first It wouldn’t hurt as bad again [Pre-Chorus] But I don’t wanna keep becoming Every word they left in me [Chorus] ’Cause these are still mine Every line, every side Every part I left behind Trying to make somebody love me They don’t have to be pretty They don’t have to make sense I can touch them without saying I wish you were different I spent so long looking away Like my body did the crime But I’m looking now And somehow It’s still mine [Bridge] Maybe I don’t need to love it all tonight Maybe I just stop the fight Maybe I can stand here Underneath this light And not apologize For taking up the room For everything I am For everything that happened That was never in my hands [Breakdown] I’m sorry I left you When everybody else did too I’m sorry I believed them When they told me what was wrong with you [Final Chorus] You’re still mine Every line, every side Every part I pushed aside Just to make it through alive You don’t have to be pretty You don’t have to disappear I can finally look at you And let you stay right here I spent so long looking away But I think I’m done this time I’m looking now I’m staying now You’re still mine [Outro] Still mine Still mine I’m here this time.