Whale Fall Long Fall

You know, you know, how much I, I cried. Yet you, always ask me, Why? The answers are buried so deep, Inside. Some things! Some things! Some things should not be said. They live inside my head. Those words of hate that left me for dead. And I dive, So, so deep. Into the hurt, oh yeah, until my, my lungs burst, And when I lay down to sleep, No, I don’t wanna wake. Here I could stay away from the hate. Just leave me to sleep, cause I replay them at my worst times. I hold my breath for the last time, just like the whale falls. I prefer that you punched the wall, and say nothing at all. I prefer that you slammed the door, then you call me a whore. But I replay them at my worst times, and I hold my breath for the last time. Just like a whale fall. No one! No one! Wants to live with fear. Our love is beyond. Beyond repair. I’ve asked to leave, but no one ever hears. It’s unfair that I hate this, Side of me. A woman of misery, thinking of ways to end you, And me. I prefer that you punched the wall, and say nothing at all. I prefer that you slammed the door, then you call me a whore. But I replay them at my worst times, and I hold my breath for the last time. Just like a whale fall. And I dive so, so deep, in to the hurt, oh yeah, until my, my lungs burst. And when I lay down to sleep. No, I don’t wanna wake, here I could stay away from the hate. Just leave me to sleep, cause I replay them at my worst times, I hold my breath for the, Last time. Just like a whales. I prefer that you punched the wall, and say nothing at all. Prefer that you slammed the door, then you call me a whore. But I replay them, At my worst times, and I hold my breath for the last time. Just like a whale falls. I prefer that you punched the wall, and say nothing at all. I prefer that you slammed the door, then you call me a whore. But I replay them, At my worst times, and I hold my breath for the last time. Just like a whale falls. That’s how the whale falls. I’ll take my, Final fall and fall, and fall and fall. Down.