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Static in my head

V5.5

(static) Turn it off… turn it off… Why’s it louder when I stop…? (heartbeat) I can’t— I can’t— I can’t— ⸻ Mind run laps, no rest, no pause Every thought got a thousand flaws Break it down, rebuild, analyze Now I’m stuck in a loop I designed Clock tick loud like it’s judging me Every second got a weight on me Try to breathe but it’s shallow, see— Every option feels like a tragedy Overthink every word I said Replay nights when I should’ve slept Every “what if” lives in my head Like a thousand tabs I never left I’m burnt out but I can’t slow down If I stop then I might just drown So I keep going, pace unwound— Smile fake when I’m breaking down ⸻ [Pre-Chorus – rising tension] White noise screaming in my brain Silence only feeds the pain Try to run but it knows my name— I’m so tired of this game ⸻ [Chorus – Rock | emotional, strained] There’s static in my head, I can’t escape it Every thought distorted, I can’t face it Shut it down but it amplifies instead— I’m screaming but it’s trapped inside my head I’m wired, I’m worn, I’m barely breathing Every second feels like I’m retreating Turn it off but it echoes what I dread— There’s static in my head ⸻ [Drop – Techno | aggressive, glitchy] (static—static—static) In my head—head—head (heartbeat bass) Don’t stop—don’t stop—don’t— (glitch break) Analyze every look, every tone Did I say too much? Should’ve known Now it’s spiraling out of control— I’m dissecting pieces of my soul Pressure build, yeah it stacks real fast Future fear mixed with the past If I rest, I feel the crash— So I live in a constant “last” Energy drained but I’m wired tight Exhausted but I can’t sleep at night Every shadow turns to a fight— Every dark thought feels too right Try to ground but I drift away Every calm just decays to gray I don’t know how to make it stay— I just survive another day White noise screaming in my brain Silence only feeds the pain Try to run but it knows my name— I’m so tired of this game There’s static in my head, I can’t escape it Every thought distorted, I can’t face it Shut it down but it amplifies instead— I’m screaming but it’s trapped inside my head I’m wired, I’m worn, I’m barely breathing Every second feels like I’m retreating Turn it off but it echoes what I dread— There’s static in my head If I could just go quiet… If I could just feel still… But the silence gets so violent… And it bends me to its will… don’t stop thinking / don’t fall behind / don’t lose control / don’t lose your mind There’s static in my head, I’m overloaded Every nerve inside me corroded Try to scream but it never gets said— I’m a prisoner inside my head I’m tired, I’m torn, but still I’m fighting Through the noise that keeps rewriting Every fear, every thread I’ve spun— But I’m still here… I’m not undone Turn it off… …why won’t it stop…